31st
August
2008
It would take time to build trust. Trust is afterall earned. And for a relationship that is still brand-new, it’s very hard to deal with certain things especially if both of you are miles apart. It is already given i guess to have doubts and all. But as much as i want to get it out of my system, it is just so difficult for me. I’m trying my best to think of positive thoughts all the time though but my being pessimistic still gets in the way. I know it’s not good and if i continue to be like this, then most probably, this relationship i’m having right now won’t work out. Nobody wants a to have blooming relationship to just take a halt like that. But everything is not just easy. Hope i would be able to surpass all the trials that i’ll go through and actually going through right now. It’s really hard but i’ll do my best to make things work.
23rd
August
2008
Yep, you’ve read it right. I guess you already have an idea of what i am talking about. My lovelife, no less. I’ve finally found him and he came as a surprise. He’s simply my “ideal” man…patient, kind and mature. Before i accepted him in my life, i’ve given it so much thought first because it’s something that is so important to me and that i won’t end up having regrets later. I’m just hoping and praying though that this is already it and no more tears for me this time.
17th
August
2008
I was at the mall with my girlfriend the other day just to have snack and of course, the never-ending chitchat. We both decided to have our snack at KFC and we took a seat near the entrance where people passing by along the hallway are very visible to us. It wasn’t in our plan to sit there. It was just the nearest seat from the counter so that’s it.
Anyways, it was payday so the mall was kind of jampacked but what caught our attention were the pairs or should i say lovers who passes by. My friend has been separated for a while and i’ve been single for a while now too, so we’re like, “how i wish we have our pair too.” We kept laughing on the thought. Well, it feels good having someone around who would keep you company not to mention, someone with whom you will share just about anything about your life. Sigh! That’s all we can do…sigh…(“,)