In Seventh Heaven

Because it’s not worth it afterall. I may have invested my time, my emotions but it’s always been like that. We would never know certain things if we won’t put time in it. But i have no regrets whatsoever. It’s part of life or should i say, it’s life’s spices. We will never learn without those mistakes. Those mistakes make us a better person not to mention stronger one at that. At least i’ve realized things before they get even deeper. And one thing i’m certain of…it’s not my lost. (“,)

It is gloomy and so am i, i guess. I’m not at all busy today and my mind just keep on wandering. What am i thinking? Nothing in particular. Random things. I’ve talked to my dear friend today who’s been out of the country for a while and it quite gave me gladness since it’s been a while that we haven’t had a talk like that. I just had lunch and i think i will take a nap later to rest my tired mind. That’s the best thing to do for now…i guess.

And so am i. I don’t know. I don’t have any problem of some sort. Sometimes i’m just like this — worried of people who’s probably not worrying about me at all. Nah, perhaps they do. But i kind of feeling like this just now actually. I was out with my sister earlier and thoughts that’s bothering me now didn’t cross my mind for once this morning. Well maybe because my mind was busy as compared now. That’s the reason why i always want to keep myself busy because more often than that, i think of the strangest things whenever i’m idle. Oh well, i’m starting to get busy again though — by dropping ec and blog hopping. Haven’t done this for a couple of days because the pc here is just so busy. So here i am again.

Have you been in a situation that you felt empty without any reason at all? I was like that earlier. I was just staring blankly at…i don’t really know where. I have no problems whatsoever. I was reading texts from friends prior to that and the messages are all feel-good but how come i still felt empty. Is something missing? I don’t know. Maybe i’m just missing my man or bored perhaps. Oh well, i don’t feel empty now though. I’m trying to keep my mind busy…so busy that no sad thoughts can ever get in.