In Seventh Heaven

Archive for August, 2010

I know that but sometimes I just can’t help myself and since he’s the one that I was talking to, all my frustrations and disappointments were thrown out on him. I know it’s unfair of me but you know the feeling when you’re disappointed right? And I am not pretentious at all too. I simply can’t hide my emotions. Thankfully, being the very understanding and patient man that he is, he understands me but I don’t know until when he will be patient with me. His patience is probably wearing thin now? Hee hee.

Nah, I am just teasing him as always. He will always be the good man that I’ve known him from the start. It will never change. That’s already tested and proven. (“,)

With proper lighting in his living room, I’d able to view my fiancé on his webcam very clearly. It’s already his evening when I get up in my morning and the dim light that he has is not enough for me to see him clearly. The dim light prevents the cam from displaying a sharp picture which disappointments me. The only time that I can view him good is during weekends, when he’s up at 8 o’clock in the morning where he only has to open the curtains on the windows and the bright light shines in.

I know I need to do something about that and pretty soon, I will – when I’m there and become the queen of his household. He’s been busy, as he always is, and that’s why he hasn’t been able to do something about it. Oh well, I think I just have to patient for now. Just a little more patience because it won’t be long until I will see him face to face. No need of webcam then.

One thing that my fiancé wants me to do when we’re finally together is to be a stay-at-home mom, or what my blogger friends use the acronym SAHM to signify. I have no problem with that since I’ve always been a homebody and I do have my blog sites to keep me company. As long as I have a computer with me, I will be good to go. But aside from thinking about the blogs, I told him that getting an online degree while I am at home would be a good idea too. I am already a bachelor’s degree holder but having another degree would not hurt and, much more, would be an advantage on my part just in case opportunities come knockin’ at my door. We never know about that since surprises comes when we least expect them.

I’ve already looked and checked for Online Schools and though there were a lot of them, I’ve already chosen the one I feel will suit me best. It’s the online school that my fiancé’s stepson utilized when he got his online degree. There’s no certainty yet as to when everything will materialize but I’m sure looking forward to my future possibilities.

I got a nice surprise waiting for me in my inbox once again today and here it is. I would love to share it with you all because I want the whole world to know how poetic my fiance’ can be.

Here’s another poem that he wrote for me. This is the fourth poem that he has written and I think there are more coming. Knowing him, I know this will not be the last.

Anghel o’ mine
You are so fine
A silver light
That shines the way
Every day
And led me from the night
If not for you
I would be blue
Wandering alone
But with you by my side
From life I won’t hide
Because my loneliness is gone

Lovely, isn’t it? (“,)

I really don’t know why, but I can’t help it that those Facebook apps are really addicting, and they seem to be calling my name whenever they need my attention. LOL. Even when I am talking to my Honey Bunny on Skype, I am also playing my latest fav game there which is Frontierville. I can’t really get enough of my homestead. Gladly, my Honey is always amused with my addiction. He even laughs whenever I tell him the latest acquisitions I’ve got for my homestead. Yep, I always keep him updated even though he doesn’t ask. Hee hee.

The latest I’ve got was a pond, but without pond pumps. I’ve also bought new equipment and decorations. I’m almost a millionaire there and how I wish it was for real. What I also like about the game is that I have a spouse there and a kid and they help me clean my homestead and feed the animals, plant crops, etc. And of course, the name of my spouse is Honey BA (what I call my fiancé) and my son is Yogi (the name of my 7-year-old son). Though we’re not actually together yet as man and wife and family, in the app land of Facebook we’ve already began our journey to forever together. Isn’t that great? (“,)

My fiancé sounded so tired when he called me last night even though his day had just got started. He had been at work for only two hours yet he had already worked hard from the moment he arrived and was already exhausted with two-thirds of the day yet in front of him. And whenever he’s like that, it always prompts me to ask where his colleagues are, and I nailed it on the head: his boss wasn’t there.

His boss wasn’t there because he went out to look for lead test kits to be used at the workplace. There are only three of them in his maintenance department and when the bossman is out, only two of them are left and they usually have to work their butts off to keep the factory running. And when the boss isn’t there, my fiancé is in charge, the go-to guy, creating even more pressure for him. Had it been that his other co-worker was also absent, my fiancé would have been the only guy and might have passed out from exhaustion! LOL. Nah, he’s a tough guy and rain or shine, he’s always on top of things and in complete control of the situation. You go, boy! (“,)