In Seventh Heaven

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It may sound funny but I really was sniffing like a dog when my BA was here. Want to know why? Well, he was using a cologne called “Old Spice” and I just love its smell. It was my first time to have smelled it and I fell in love with it instantly. And boy, BA couldn’t help laughing whenever I sniff not to mention with the “sniff” sound. I did it on purpose really, for fun, you know.

And today, I suddenly missed sniffing like a dog. LOL. Seriously, I really missed smelling my BA’s smell. We’ve been apart for more than two months now and I do wonder when I will be able to smell him again or sniff him again, if I may say so. Hee hee.

Answer me, BA! *wink*

This was at the back of the coffee shop that my BA and I went to after having our first movie date. We were freezing cold at the cinema so BA thought of going to a coffee shop afterward to warm ourselves with hot coffee. But mind you, mine wasn’t hot since I don’t like having hot coffee in the middle of the day. That’s my glass of cold cafe latte’ on the table.

I wasn’t supposed to stay at this part of the coffee shop because this is the smoking area but BA preferred to stay here since it’s cold inside, and did I just mention that we were freezing cold. Hee hee.

This was also a very special day for us because it’s the day that he proposed to me and on bended knee at that. Beat that! LOL. What a happy and surprising day that was. My BA definitely put me on cloud 9. (“,)

Strange things can happen to just about anything. I mean, technical failures and such and ym or yahoo messenger is not an exception. But there were times that it’s so weird that it’s unbelievable anymore and guess what? You may find it petty or shallow but it’s one of the causes of my misunderstanding with my BA. I don’t know, i just get confused instantly and before i knew it, paranoia had engulfed me.

But things were settled before they became worst though. And i can’t thank my BA enough for being so understanding and patient with me. Do i deserve it BA? Hehe.

That despite the odds that i’ve been experiencing lately, there are still people who never fail to make me feel better. People who understand me inspite of my flaws, people who comfort me all the way and most of all, people who love me unconditionally – no buts, no ifs, just 100% love.

I may be using the word people but to be honest, there’s only a few of them. Don’t want to mention names but i do believe they know who they are.

Thank you very much. I know saying those words isn’t enough but all i know, you’ll be greatly blessed for all the loving, understading and patience you’ve given.

I know it’s but normal in every individual to get into such though i can say it happens mostly to women. They say, sometimes what causes it is the change in hormones which women experience every month. Well, yes, i do believe it’s one of the reasons behind those mood swings but i also believe that the surrounding you’re revolving in has something to do with it too. I’m basing that idea on my experiences.

It plays a big role in my mood and unfortunately, sometimes the people that have nothing to do with it have to suffer or get affected by the sudden change of my mood. I know i wasn’t being fair with that but there were certain times that i got carried away and before i knew it, i’ve already said words that should have been left unsaid. So, it’s like saying, the damage has been done. Oh well…