In Seventh Heaven

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Strange things can happen to just about anything. I mean, technical failures and such and ym or yahoo messenger is not an exception. But there were times that it’s so weird that it’s unbelievable anymore and guess what? You may find it petty or shallow but it’s one of the causes of my misunderstanding with my BA. I don’t know, i just get confused instantly and before i knew it, paranoia had engulfed me.

But things were settled before they became worst though. And i can’t thank my BA enough for being so understanding and patient with me. Do i deserve it BA? Hehe.

That despite the odds that i’ve been experiencing lately, there are still people who never fail to make me feel better. People who understand me inspite of my flaws, people who comfort me all the way and most of all, people who love me unconditionally – no buts, no ifs, just 100% love.

I may be using the word people but to be honest, there’s only a few of them. Don’t want to mention names but i do believe they know who they are.

Thank you very much. I know saying those words isn’t enough but all i know, you’ll be greatly blessed for all the loving, understading and patience you’ve given.

I know it’s but normal in every individual to get into such though i can say it happens mostly to women. They say, sometimes what causes it is the change in hormones which women experience every month. Well, yes, i do believe it’s one of the reasons behind those mood swings but i also believe that the surrounding you’re revolving in has something to do with it too. I’m basing that idea on my experiences.

It plays a big role in my mood and unfortunately, sometimes the people that have nothing to do with it have to suffer or get affected by the sudden change of my mood. I know i wasn’t being fair with that but there were certain times that i got carried away and before i knew it, i’ve already said words that should have been left unsaid. So, it’s like saying, the damage has been done. Oh well…