Archive for the ‘My Own’ Category

Trust is Earned

It would take time to build trust. Trust is afterall earned. And for a relationship that is still brand-new, it’s very hard to deal with certain things especially if both of you are miles apart. It is already given i guess to have doubts and all. But as much as i want to get it out of my system, it is just so difficult for me. I’m trying my best to think of positive thoughts all the time though but my being pessimistic still gets in the way. I know it’s not good and if i continue to be like this, then most probably, this relationship i’m having right now won’t work out. Nobody wants a to have blooming relationship to just take a halt like that. But everything is not just easy. Hope i would be able to surpass all the trials that i’ll go through and actually going through right now. It’s really hard but i’ll do my best to make things work.

Envious No More…

Yep, you’ve read it right. I guess you already have an idea of what i am talking about. My lovelife, no less. I’ve finally found him and he came as a surprise. He’s simply my “ideal” man…patient, kind and mature. Before i accepted him in my life, i’ve given it so much thought first because it’s something that is so important to me and that i won’t end up having regrets later. I’m just hoping and praying though that this is already it and no more tears for me this time.

Ironic!

Have you been in that situation wherein you were waiting for a certain thing so badly yet you end up disappointed? And when the time comes that you don’t think of those things anymore, they’ll just pop up from nowhere? Things really come when you least expect them to. This just happened to me recently. All the while i thought it’s done but much to my surprise, it’s not yet. Shocking but amusing at the same time. Life can really be ironic at times and full of surprises too. (“,)

Little Known Facts

I’m kind of a little bored so i thought of grabbing this from Sheng to get myself a little busy. I love answering questions so here it is.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Nope.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? I can’t remember. Last week?
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? A little bit.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Lunch meat?
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? I have a son. Would love to have a daughter.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Definitely!
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Nope.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Of course. What a question. Lol.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I don’t think so. I don’t have the courage to do so.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Kookoocrunch. My son loves it and so do i.
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Yep.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Kinda ’cause i’ve been through a lot.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Cookies and Cream by Selecta.
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Physical appearance.
15. RED OR PINK? Both.
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? Pessimistic at times.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? My Hubby.
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? No problem.
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? I’m wearing shorts and flip-flops.
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Chicken Stew. Yum!
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? News. My father’s watching in the adjacent room.
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Blue. My fave color.
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Tommy Girl, Dolce and Gabbana Light Blue, and Bath and Body (Cherry Blossoms).
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My friend Shae.
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Yes. She’s a nice blogging buddy.
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Basketball and Ice Hockey.
27. HAIR COLOR? Dark Brown
28. EYE COLOR? Black.
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nope. I still have 20/20 vision.
30. FAVORITE FOOD? Pasta and Sweets…Chocolates!!!
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Happy endings.
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Transformers. I’ve seen it numerous times because of my son. He loved it!
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Brown.
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer. Never experienced winter ever since. (“,)
35. HUGS OR KISSES? Both.
36. FAVORITE DESSERT? Any chocolate flavored dessert.
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Those who have time.
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? The busy ones.
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Haven’t read a book for a while now.
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? We don’t have a mouse pad.
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT? News.
42. FAVORITE SOUND? I’m addicted to the music of the eighties lately.
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? Beatles.
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? Manila.
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? Hmmm…let me think. Secret. (“,)
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? GenSan City, Philippines
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? Anyone can grab this. Have fun!

Just Wondering…

It’s been days that i didn’t have a decent sleep. I would often wake up at dawn between 3:00 to 4:00 o’clock though i don’t have difficulty going back to sleep. But i’m just wondering why it has been like that lately. My friends would often kid that perhaps somebody is thinking of me somewhere. Can it be true? Nah, i don’t think so. But anyway, it feels good to think that somebody somewhere is thinking about me. Hehe. I don’t owe anyone cash or something so perhaps that somebody is just simply missing me. Wishful thinking…

Missing A Friend…

What do you do when you are missing a friend of yours? If you ask me, i just keep on staring at my friend’s picture and that’s it. Sometimes, i would write some things on a piece of paper pertaining to that friend of mine just so i can let go of what i’m feeling inside. It is some sort of an outlet for me. It’s not easy missing a friend. Sometimes, i would actually end up teary-eyed while thinking of how my friend is doing, is my friend doing well and good, etc. I would actually end up paranoid at times. I can’t help it. My friend is miles away from me. You can’t blame me for being paranoid, right? Anyways, i hope that friend of mine is really okay ’cause that’s just what i always wish for.

Amusing Indeed!

I was with a friend today at the mall. We thought of malling after work just to take a breather. Anyways, we were talking about this certain topic and i really can’t help laughing. To give you a hint, we have this kind of secret that only the two of us actually knew. But since we’re keeping it a secret, some of our friends thought there was something going on in my life that this close friend of mine didn’t know. All the while they thought that i was being so secretive that i can’t even divulge any story there is in my life to my close friend. Well, they just don’t know the real score. I am happy with what’s been happening lately but i just want to keep things that way — away from scrutiny and all. (“,)

Surprise, Surprise!!!

I’ve always loved surprises. And just recently, i was bombarded with such. This friend of mine keeps on calling me surprisingly. I’ve always thought that my friend was out of state and would be busy with work. I had been sad since the time that i was told that we would probably won’t have communication for a few days just yet ’cause of the seminar that my friend is going to attend but much to my surprise, my friend doesn’t seem to be busy at all. Calls were pouring almost everyday. And whenever i learned that it’s already my friend on the other line, i would always end up laughing out of surprise. Well, that simply is happiness. What else? (“,)